I called it a day!

It was a stormy day! we’re doomed but here we are sailing to the place we always been, just to freshen up. Deep in our hearts, we know we are missing something and this was the day, a long happy-tiring day. It’s 4pm, December 3,2019. I love watching the raindrops, suspended sist. however, i think of those people who don’t have any shelter for this rainy day. So i just pray for them that someday, they can be successful too. Suddenly, my ate asked, ” Tara alis tayo? “. I was like, yeah can i have a break just for today without any school works to think. ‘Nalulunod na ako’ that was the exact thing came in my mind. I don’t know how to manage this things anymore, honestly speaking, im tired of learning. For the first time, i just wanted to stop for a minute and then breathe everything. Inhale those positive things and vibes then exhale those negative and toxic vibes. Nevertheless, im the one who drowning in this life. It’s because of what I feel and I’m feeling sorry for myself and to those people I’m hurting too. ‘Nakakasakit ng ulo’ that’s the whole mood. So I went to the back seat then insert my earphones. ‘Nakakasenti’ another mood specially, it’s raining.

I really feel the spirit of christmas and specially when I’m with them. I was hoping for this christmas na buo ulit kaming lima. My mom, ate,dete,kuya and me. But for now, we’re just laughing and making fun of each other. That was a blast recharging, indeed, we miss each other. Previously, my kuya confined in hospital because of dengue, that was the hardest days, because i don’t know how to spare myself, if Im going to do those homeworks or those chores my mom left. I’m thankful that he’s back, this saturday and getting better everyday. Besides, my mom is taking her break and rest for a while. It’s hard for her because she has a back pain or they call it “Osteopenia” is when your bones are weaker than normal but not so far gone that they break easily, which is the hallmark of osteoporosis. Yeah, that’s it.

Lastly, I learned something, that if people wants to end their lives, wag natin hayaan kasi they just wanted to end their pain and mostly, their sufferings in life. Thanks! to the people who came into my life! Thanks for those people who never fail me. Babawi ako sa inyoooo! Gracias for keeps! I love you all, and i just wanted to say that I’ll always keep those promises, and I will fulfill my promises to you guys!